Its the lastnight before the movers came, I stood at Mason's door peeking in on him while he was sound asleep. Reminding myself everything I do I do for my kids. I didnt want to leave Alaska things were great there but I wanted Mason to accomplish everything he could and have all the resources available which was not in Alaska. Looking around his room remembering when we first moved in the house how it was going to be an office not a babies room made me giggled. Remembering the excitement of preparing his room,remembering the fears of pregnancy,but also remembering the joy when I finally got to bring Mason home.
Colorado Springs was where we were headed they have a downsyndrome organization, support groups, physical therapy, speech therapy, occupational therapy, pediatric cardiologist, and our family was 12 hours from the springs. I was looking forward for Mason to be in the hands of people who work with kids like him.
Handing over my house keys Saying goodbye to all the people who stood behind me through my pregnancy,and looking down at Alaska as we flew off was emotional and very difficult, but kissing Mason as we flew off reminded me I was doing what I needed to do.
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